Itz All About Moi…

i’m just bored….and the same time doing my homework…and everything….need to focus in my school stuff…and yeah i updated my profile…by putting new songs in…it’s like 5 songs i think…so whatever…amma go now and baby sit…ahhahah…amma sit on the kid….waaaaaaaaaa….heheheh…i’m a little sad and depress not like yesterday…but whatever….nothing else i did…i just went to school the whole day…and whatever….

everything sucks men…i just want to cry and scream all night and day…everyhing are so confusing to me…i can’t decides things right…and no one can’t help me with it…sucksssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Today i am trying to decides if i’m going to invite this one person to my homecoming…this coming october 21st…but then i’m confuse…i don’t know what to do at all…i don’t know if i am going to homecoming now…since no one will go with me…suckssssssssssssss….well, right now i decided not to go anymore…it makes me sad and depress more…if i think about it…so whatever…i hate my life this year…and i been hating it since then….fuck it…shit…waaaaaaaaaaa….so depress right now….i need to talk to someone atleast…too bad i’m such a loner no one well talk to me….bohohohohhoh…i rather cry now….

hope that you are reading this…well, ummmm…all i can say that i miss you so much…i miss talking to you and hanging out with you…

+ From 4:30pm to 10:20 pm +

I have fun last night…wowoweeee…

It was stupid though before we went to Long Beach…

Our plan was just to go out and eat food in pu ha…

But we end up in yushinoya place…

And it was like 45 minutes to get there…

Cuz It was traffic…and It was close to Riverside….

Yup we just went there to ate some yushinoya…

Hahaha….that is stupid…

Well, we were bored anyway….

So we went to Long Beach…

It was fun cuz I haven’t been there…

Yup I been here long enough…

But I have not explore CA…

Long Beach was so nice…

I was amaze of the place…

Even though it was a little stink…

Cuz of the fish…hahahaha…

We went to that place with fishes…

But really…I was amaze of the beauty of the city…

The place is full of light and that make it beautiful at night time…

Yup…it was sucks too cuz we don’t have a freaking camera with us…

And it was so stupid too and sucks…

Cuz my cousins and his boyfriend together…

And I don’t have one with me…bohohoho…

But it was cool though…I did not mind at all…

I just want to enjoy myself…

We were walking the whole time…

And I was wearing my freaking sandal….

hahay….my feet hurts so bad…oh my gosh…

After that we were just cruisin around the city and everything…

And yah we were about to go home too…

And you know what happen…

We got lost…hahahaha….

We were trying to find a way out in that city…

And it was night time too…

But it was cool…I wasn’t worried at all…

I did not even care that we were lost in the middle of the freaking city…

hahahaha….we end up in Long Beach Airport…hahahaha…

Yup afterwards…we find our way out of that freaking city…

And I have fun last night…I want to do it again…

hehehehe….it just once in a life time….

So ummmm….I enjoyed myself…

No more next time for this…

Sucks…I want to explore CA…but I can’t….so whatever…

I don’t have car…that is one of my problem…

But right now…I am trying to find a job…

Wish me luck guys…I need to save up some money too…

I want to go to my homecoming this coming month…

I just want to have fun this year…

My last year in this freaking school…

Men…I don’t have a freaking date on my Homecoming…

Whatever…i’ll find someone else…hahahahah…

Or i’ll go by myself…and with my girls…hehehhee…

Yup i’m so ramdom..hahahahah…I think…I confuse you guys…

nothing to say at all…i’m just lonely…buhohohoho…that whole day is boring…i been sad the whole freaking day at school…just thinking stuff…and earlier i can barely breath too…i have a heart problem i guess…cuz my heart keep hurting…i think i do have a heart problem and shit…wish me luck to live more years..i’m not supposed to say that here…but i guess i’m just stupid…alright…that’s all i can say right now…i have to do my homework and shit…and i have to study…peace out ya’ll….

I’m sad…

I’m lonely…

I’m hurt…

Na guol kow…

Mingaw kay wa koy kauban…

Sakit ang dughan na kow…

Hindi masaya…

Walang kasama…

Masakit ang dibdib kow…

hahahahahha…nothing to do….

just bored…….like always….

wow men…i just got home from somewhere…hehehehe….i went to my niece birthday party with my sister…afterwards me and my sister janice went to the movie…we watched the Exorcise The Beginning…it was alright…yah it was funny cuz my sister kept screaming and shit…she’s so stupid…and i was beside her..just watching the whole freaking movie…and it was freaking cold in the theater…i guess it was scary but i wasn’t scared…what i don’t get it…like people inside the theater are like screaming and i was just being quiet and laughing at my sister scream…hehehehe…but i recommend you guys to watch it…cuz the movie is soooooo good…anyway, i’m so tired…wowoweeeee….and posting this freaking blogs….what a boring thing to do…and the freaking ym is not working…cuz of my freaking stupid brother….and think he did something to it…what a stupid freak…waaaaaaaaaaaaa….and now what am i gonna…will, amma just sit and relax with my computer infront of me…and i don’t give a damn…about my sisters and brother if they want to use the computer…i will sit and relax whenever i want….this is me…being bored right now…that is why i’m talking like this…wowoweeeeeeeeeeeee….whoever reading this…i know you don’t have nothing to do…stupid….j/k

wow…i can’t chat that much no more…*boho*….skul start tomorrow…but lil happy…i’ll be hang-out with may friends at skul…tight huh…

wow…my whole body is hurting…and i’m so tired….oh yah my school is starting this tuesday…men…i can’t chat no more…i have to study and study and study hard to pass all my classes…and graduate from high school…i’m in 12th grade now…yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyy….gooing to school might be fun but…not as fun as sleeping and eating the whole freaking day…heheheeheh…cooly…maybe it will be fun hang-out with my friends…and being a freaking senior…yeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyy…heheheh….i’m gonna miss chatting and yah i’ll be checking my friendster once in a while…maybe weekend or maybe whenever i get time….i can check my friendster messages…heheheheh….i’m gonna miss you all….i mean my chatters….heheheh